How do I explain these feelings I have
Part of me is worried
Part of me is sad
When I try to tell anyone it just makes me mad
Sometimes life just gets in the way
I called out for help
And she got it instead
It's moments like this when I want to curl up and die in my bed
Now don't get me wrong
I swear I'm not complaining
Her getting help isn't a problem
Sometimes though, I wish I'd gotten 'em
To help me, I know
We both had rough times
But why did this happen
The things you do can feel like your trappin'
Me a cage with steel bars
I love you, Trust me
But the situation is fraught
And we need to be taught
A million things about
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